About to hit rock bottom

About to hit my low. My last check of the month is going to be less than $300.

Nick says we should have our own lives as in go out with our own friends etc. Yet I have a total of three friends in Tacoma.

My job won’t give me a 40 hr week cause we’re over staffed

And let’s add on how I flunked out of vt school

so I broke up with M but I’ve hung out with him for the past two weekends. i know we are “slowly” growing apart. He told me today that he was going to meet one of his friends and he wouldn’t have service. then I text my neighbor lady and she hasn’t answered either. makes me suspicious they’re all out doing something together, and i makes me sad.

i having that anxiety feeling like im right gah.