when i buy new clothes, i generally wait for the perfect occasion to wear that specific item because i never have the money to go on a shopping spree. at this particular part in time, i regret doing this. I had this beautiful tank top with purple and triangles that i got from forever 21, i tried it on one time at my boyfriend house and now i cannot find it within my room. I guess I have to go searching in my boyfriends house, but as i can recall there is no place that it would be. not looking good.

Failing out of the problem feels like I just broke up with someone. I know it’s all my doing. It’s my fault I failed and no one else. But when I go to work I am just reminded that I probably won’t ever be something better than I am. When I go on facebook I see everyone moving on and I’m stuck at square one. I feel lost. I feel a lone. I feel like a failure. I know I will get better with time. But as of right now this is how i feel.